GOOD BYE 2HOPE'2010

I shall thank a few people ;)

Clarissa Leong ;D
Thank you for being so nice ;) and so gay( though i can kill you for that). You helped me alot like really really hahahahah, and your ultimate retardness helps me to laugh my butt off. LET"S HOPE WE GET INTO SAME CLASS :D.
Brittany Goh and Chew Yu Qian ;D
Thank you for being such gay retards and keep saying how much money i spend?!?!?! But yay your are such nice gays hahahahahahahahaa brittany i hope you'll win yuqian's heart over! ;D

I'm still quite happy that i got option C O_O like seriously everyone even me, myself thought i would only be offered option A.BUT, at least working hard for EOYS paid off ;) though it's not good but at least i tried ! I really pray hard to get into a class I want, I hope luck would help me pass again.And i passed science for EOYS ! i failed 2 this time ;) it's an improvement already ! Hopefully, this holidays I'll buck up and study, play super hard and FIND A JOB. gosh who knows how in need of money I am now man.

I'm glad this year's coming to an end.Like this rollercoaster ride is hopefully going to be peaceful soon, I don't want another ride like this again.Why do everything have to drag you into the picture. My fully healed and nice picture.So much for trying man, I'm dying inside. I hate how sometimes I have to smile, a bittersmile.I was going to break, but you didn't care anyway. And life doesn't stop for anybody, it's speeding. But I'm afraid to be happy because whenever I get too happy, something bad always happens. Afterall, the world is a painful piece of shit. And yes, you don't know how I feel. But I don't care anymore, I'm not going to anymore. I'm sick and tired of trying to hide the mess I am. I need a break. Walking home alone is so nice, finally I get a break from everything. Now I just need a big huge rainstorm, walk in it and let it wash away everything. I realise how much I love alone times now.And thanks for everything anyway.

Gosh, who knew rollercoasters suck so much.

But, holidays would be the best time to recover. I have tons of times to forget and erase it away. Shall make full use of this holiday,I must. And anyway PRAY HARD FOR MY CLASS NEXT YEAR ;/

And seriously omg !@#$%^&*()_ LAH stop being so !@#$%^&&*()_ man get a life.